I need to feel more. I need to be more connected. Am I praying for something that will never co-exist. Ugh just wanted to be in her presence but my presence isn’t wanted..

Attached but yet I feel lonely….

The very essence of who I am. My being. All that I encompass. All that I’m capable of being. I am he and he is broken. He is empty. His mental thoughts are imprisoned and held captive. Yet a key was not made so that he can have hopes of freedom. Longing to be free to escape the hurt and pain that holds him hostage and in bondage. Physically dying to be who he was destined to be but what he sees is not he. He sees she. Spiritually in a state of demise but his love for God can’t and won’t be compromised. He longs to be who God has called him to be. How can he be when he is attached to she. The very essence of she causes a state of torment for he. Who can this be. I am he and he is broken. Lost and confused. No map or compass as a guide just rhetorical thinking giving him a sense of belief that one day he can be he without the burden of she.

I wanna get lost in a museum with you.

Dance on the beach at midnight with you…

Allowing the tide to caress the hem of my dress

As we twirl slowly under the stars. 

Effects of Kissing:

1. Long kisses are beneficial to our circulatory system. When kissing, our pulse rate is quickening up to 110 beats per minute. This is a great training for our cardiovascular system.
2. After kissing, the lungs work harder, resulting in 60 inhales per minute compared to regular 20 inhales. Such “ventilation” is a good preventive measure against lung diseases.
3. Some dentists believe that kissing is a preventive measure against dental caries. Indeed, kissing stimulates the flow of saliva that eliminates acid coat on the teeth.
4. Kisses that last more than three minutes help us fight stress and its effects. Long kisses trigger the chain of biochemical reactions, which destroys stress hormones.
5. Those who kiss their partner goodbye each morning live five years longer than those who don’t.
6. Kissing is great for self-esteem. It makes you feel appreciated and helps your state of mind.
7. Kissing burns calories, 2-3 calories a minute and can double your metabolic rate. Research claims that three passionate kisses a day (at least lasting 20 seconds each) will cause you to loose an entire extra pound.
8. Kissing is a known stress-reliever. Passionate kissing relieves tension, reduces negative energy and produces a sense of well being, lowering your cortisol ‘stress’ hormone.
9. Kissing uses 30 facial muscles and it helps keep the facial muscles tight, preventing baggy cheeks! The tension in the muscles caused by a passionate kiss helps smooth the skin and increases the circulation.
10. Kissing is good for the heart, as it creates an adrenaline which causes your heart to pump more blood around your body. Frequent kissing has scientifically been proven to stabilize cardiovascular activity, decrease blood pressure and cholesterol.
11. Those who kiss quite frequently are less likely to suffer from stomach, bladder and blood infections.
12. During a kiss, natural antibiotics are secreted in the saliva. Also, the saliva contains a type of anesthetic that helps relieve pain.
13. Kissing reduces anxiety and stops the ‘noise’ in your mind. It increases the levels of oxytocin, an extremely calming hormone that produces a feeling of peace.

THE BEST RELATIONSHIP IS WHEN YOU TWO CAN ACT LIKE LOVERS AND BEST FRIENDS. IT’S WHEN YOU HAVE MORE PLAYFUL MOMENTS THAN SERIOUS MOMENTS. IT’S WHEN YOU CAN JOKE AROUND, LET EACH OTHER HAVE PIGGY BACKS, HAVE UNEXPECTED HUGS AND RANDOM KISSES. IT’S WHEN YOU TWO GIVE EACH OTHER THAT SPECIFIC STARE AND JUST SMILE. IT’S WHEN YOU’LL RATHER STAY IN TO WATCH MOVIES, EAT JUNK FOOD AND CUDDLE, THAN GO OUT ALL THE TIME. IT’S WHEN YOU’LL STAY UP ALL NIGHT JUST TO SETTLE YOUR ARGUMENTS AND PROBLEMS. IT’S WHEN YOU CAN COMPLETELY ACT YOURSELF AND THEY CAN STILL LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE….